Getting used to the idea.

Everywhere I turn someone likes to point out that I only have 11 days of classes and 3 weeks until I graduate. Whoa.  

Put another way that's 38 hours at my internship, 11 days of class, 3 weeks, 3 short assignments, 1 take home final, 1 online final, 3 regattas, 1 banquet, 2 excessively long ceremonies, 1 BBQ, and 1 camping trip until I'm done with this city. Whoa. 

I guess I'm ready for it. When all is said and done I actually do like Binghamton, but I'm kind of done here.  A new city would be nice, one on the west coast maybe, or Boston or of course good old New York City. Preferably Manhattan but I'll settle for Brooklyn. I don't actually have a job so I guess I'm headed back to Long Island, back to my Dad's house. Sigh. At least it's free...and I don't have to clean it.

Actually, I've been getting used to the idea - just for the summer. It won't be so bad, there is a backyard where I can plant tomatoes, herbs, lettuces, spinach, cucumbers and whatever else I can fit into the dirt; and I'll have time, lot's of time. Time to row, time to run, time to apply for jobs that I actually want, and of course time to write.

Oh writing, I haven't felt like doing very much of it lately. I've been cooking, sometimes even taking pictures of what I make but it hasn't been the same. I haven't been motivated to create an attractive plate or set up a shot. I haven't been in the mood to carry my camera with me; In fact I haven't really felt like taking pictures of anything at all. Mostly, I've just been tired. 

Cooking and baking is like stress relief for me, but sometimes blogging takes away that release. When I know I have term papers and presentations to write, when I'm on the computer all day, that's when I want to focus on the soothing noises of a skillet sizzling, the whir of my KitchenAid or the feeling of warm water rushing over my hands. That's when I don't want to be distracted by having to stop for photographs or write about a recipe when I'm done. I probably don't want to spend any extra time on the computer, I don't want to sort through pictures and I most definitely don't want to organize my thoughts. Instead I want to go outside, I want to ride my bike, I want to do yoga and I want to read in the grass. I want to let other people do the talking, the writing. I want to just listen, read - take in someone else's thoughts.

With that finally out in the open, there are things I have made that I haven't told you about; like this delicious un-photographed cheesecake that I made at 1am Saturday morning, as a last minute dessert for Saturday night. There were also various salads and a new favourite yogurt mixed with poppy seeds and blueberries (on multiple occasions). There were more nights out than I really wanted, and more five minute meals than I generally like, but then there was also a BBQ at my house. A BBQ for which I made turkey burgers.

Turkey Burgers with Feta and Parsley

I came up with this recipe a few summers ago and I've been making them frequently ever since.

Makes 4 Burgers.

For Burgers:

1lb 99% lean ground turkey

1/2 of a small white onion, chopped fine

2 oz Feta

1 handful fresh parsely, chopped

garlic powder, salt, and pepper to taste

For Serving:

whole wheat hamburger buns (I like Martin's Whole Wheat Potato Buns or make you're own Brioche Buns)

1/2 of a small white onion sliced in rings

arugula

mustard

sour pickles

In a large bowl, mix all of the burger ingredients  until combined. Shape into 4 burgers and grill until cooked through. Serve on a bun with arugula, onion and mustard or over a salad. 

Burgers can be frozen raw to be grilled at a later date, no need to defrost first just leave on the grill a few minutes extra. Cooked burgers are also good cold the next day over salad.

Simple Chili

About 3 years ago I decided I wanted to make chili. I don't know why, it's not something I had ever really liked or eaten before. For some reason I was convinced that If I made it myself I would like it. I guess it also seemed like something that I could make super healthy without sacrificing flavor. I really didn't know much about it and had no interest in following an actual chili recipe. They were mostly beef (I wanted turkey) and usually had some "secret ingredient" like beer or cacao or cinnamon powder. I wanted simple, fresh, with a chunky tomato sauce. I figured it couldn't be that hard; hot peppers, turkey, beans, tomatoes, fresh cilantro and whatever spices I could find in the cabinet. Thus, my turkey chili was born. Little did I know it would turn out so well! 

Over the past couple years I've made adjustments, adding fresh onions and garlic and perfecting the spices, but basically my recipe has stayed the same. Of course I'll tweak it now and again depending on my guests and what I have in my fridge; more spicy, less spicy, beef, turkey, peppers, carrots, etc. When it's just for me I stick to my original.

Recently, I picked up the last issue of Cook's Illustrated entitled "Soups and Stews". Not surprisingly they had an article about testing chili. I scanned the recipe expecting some ground breaking idea or crazy secret ingredient but it turns out their recipe is as basic as mine. In fact if I wasn't 100% certain that I created my own, I would think that I had used theirs. With an increased sense of confidence in my own chili recipe, I decided that's what I would make for Super Bowl this sunday.

Lisa's Simple Chili

I never ever measure any of the spices that I put in here. I just pour things in until it tastes right. In an effort to record this for y'all to at least get approximate, I measured them (gasp, I know) when I made this today. Still amounts are not exact because it will depend on your personal tastes and the freshness of your spices. Just taste it as you go and remember you can keep adding as needed, but you can't take it out. Too much salt or too much heat and there isn't too much you can do.

Note on chili powder: The best, freshest flavor comes from grinding your own, but I have an enormous quantity of super potent hot chili powder from my trip to India last year so I use that. If you're not into grinding your own, then store bought (in a jar or bulk) works fine you just might need to increase your quantity.

Note on hot peppers: The seeds and the spines are the hottest parts of the pepper. I leave them in because I want a lot of heat. If you are not big into spicy, removing the seeds will keep it on the mild side. Also make sure to chop the peppers fine. No one wants a giant piece of habanero pepper landing on their tongue (ouch!).

Serves 12-16.

Olive oil

1 onion, chopped

couple cloves of garlic, chopped

6 serrano chili peppers, chopped fine

3-6 habenero peppers, chopped fine

2lbs lean ground turkey (94/6)

56oz plain crushed tomatos in puree

28oz diced tomatos in juice

~30oz dark red kidney beans

~30oz black beans (or 15oz black beans and 15oz small red beans)

2 1/2 tsp salt

2 tsp chili powder

1 tsp cumin

1 tsp garlic powder

1/2 tsp onion powder

1/2-1tsp coriander (cilantro)

half a bunch of fresh cilantro leaves, roughly chopped

Heat about 1 tablespoon olive oil in a large (~7qt) pot. Add the onion and hot peppers. Cook until onion softens a bit and becomes translucent. Add garlic and cook until it browns just a bit. Add the ground turkey stirring and breaking it up with a wooden spoon (you might need just a bit more oil).

Once the meat has browned a bit (but not cooked through), add the crushed and diced tomatoes, beans, and spices.

Cover the pot, and bring to a boil.

Turn down to a simmer and cook covered for about 30 minutes.

Remove the cover, taste and adjust seasoning if necessary. 

Stir in fresh cilantro and cook uncovered until thickened (about 10 minutes or so).

Serve with plain greek yogurt (or sour cream), shredded cheese and whole grain tortilla chips.

Can be made up to 3 days in advance and refrigerated. Reheat on the stove in a covered pot. Also freezes very well.